I feel like a lot of the "big" moments in my life have been sort of surreal. Prom, graduation week, graduation speech, that last summer at home....it all felt surreal. Perhaps it is because these are no ordinary moments that they felt so un-ordinary? At any rate NSU banquet was no different.
Perhaps it was the lack of sleep, the fact that I had my glasses off, or everyone all dressed up, but everything felt odd. Not awkward..just odd. I basically got kicked out of the senior table by some sophomores and I was so mad at one of my friends that I ended up sitting next to a bunch of first and second years. In my effort not to have an awkward time with one friend, I spent little time with him and found myself talking up all the young folk. Brian's slideshow made me cry and then I got really sad for the rest of the night. Afterwards I had to go to studio and everyone mistook my face of devastation for studio panic...which I honestly should really start worrying more about. I was too tired to work and slept on the floor for quite some time. Ahh.
Now I need to workworkwork and I need food too =/
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